* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Monday, May 24, 2010


2 lessons, 2 sessions. Both on the same day itself.

Went Jac's arts exhibition earlier on after spending the whole day lazing at home. Another missed date to Nop's clubbing invitation. Seriously, that was also because of the crowd at dbl O that stopped me from going back to the area to join in the fun.

Let me talk on the 2 sessions first.
1 session at home, another 1 at Dempsey's B&J. Got it? 2 ice cream sessions in a day. OMG!!!!!

2 lessons. Kiddo, here's for you! =P
1 was when kiddo sms-ed me the correct way of pronouncing "Minute Maid" this brand, which this had bugged us ever since we bought the new orange bottle from Fairprice.
2 was when we realised there were orbs in Tony's camera. Yes! ORBS!!!! If you do not know what are orbs, please google like I did. Ok, it's true that Jixuan and Jialuan are knowledgeable in this and thanks for sharing so much! But I'm really amazed at their existence and also the fact that I have friend who is able to capture them on his camera. Or should I say, allowed my friend to have them captured. Exact location, I would only say, it's one of the churches at Waterloo Street.

As a TV-fan, I'm now all in for this Korean drama - IRIS. Even Uncle Jeremy is super into it. Thanks to him, I remembered that I have to get home in time to watch it. Please watch it if you love action dramas. Please don't watch it if you can't take emotional stranggling. But if you are like me, who's in between both, then just watch la!!!

Today was the first time that some of us are driving in this group. Somehow we were short of a car for moving on to the next destination, and short of a car for Sengkang area. Perhaps this is a new reason to be added on to the list of "please go take practical!".


-YayA- screamed at papaya 00:37!

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Friday, July 31, 2009


Last week was a terrible one. Multiple happenings all took place in the same week, one after another one. Thanks to "Dr Tan" and "Dr Tay", everything's back to normal now. The consultation fees weren't that expensive, just few coffeebreaks.

With the belief that everything happens for a cause, I just have to learn to accept that whatever had happened the previous week, are just a wake up call to me. In life, there are simply too many things waiting for you to take care of. So whatever's in the past, shall be it. I'll just have to move on with life, happily.

Finally had a met up with Joyce after such a long time. Am glad that she has matured so much after going through so much in life. She definitely deserves better life. Life will only either get better or worse, and it all lies in your hands how you want your life to be like.

After several months of adjusting my lifestyle, I feel healthier now. No more late nights out on clubbing or supper-ing. Every week a yoga lesson with Adeline, lesser meat in everyday's meals. I will drink occasionally, mostly on special occasions and only limit to one or two glasses. Appreciation and enjoyment should be the way.

Going for movie with Donovan was indeed a bad choice. He simply can't sit still in the theatre and disturbing you through the show is what he will do. Well, he surely has his fun side, which made Boon fond of him. Kids, are really kids, they have the power to make you smile, and also angry at the same time.

Another day to August. Everything will restart again in the new month. Let's pray for a good start. =)


-YayA- screamed at papaya 01:35!

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Monday, June 01, 2009


I think my weight is constantly increasing currently. And that is bad. Like what Jixuan said, if this happens, it meant I will be constantly like this. In this case, it's really time to cut down on the consumption and increase on exercising.

I just took a glance at my most outstanding student's report book. Though I only teach her on Math and Science, I am very proud of her results. Except for her English which she scored A2, the other 7 subjects are A1. At Sec 2, this kinda result is super good. Her percentage was 81 and she topped in her class. Report book showed L1R4 and L1R5 too. Obviously, one was 6 and latter 5. If she maintains this standard of hers, I believe entering to JC will not be a problem at all. (Well, she scored 88.5 for Science and 84.5 for Math.) Her mum was rather cute, gave me a little gift as an appreciation of her excellent results. Actually I would say 80% is her hard work. I am so certain cause I wasn't half of her in the past. Wooo~

Had a gathering with Maria, Mas, Thiru and Yus & Bf. I had so much of adrenline rush while watching Terminator Salvation, thanks to the surround sound system in The Cathay too. I guess there was a quarrel inside the theatre as well, as shoutings can be heard. Dinner at East Coast is really filling, licking good. And it made my bowel smoother as well. Wahaha~~~

If you are looking for some cocktails to chillout at night, never try DXO. When they do not serve Mojito, I should be wary of their bartenders. Apparently they can't even mix a common cocktail like Singapore Sling and Margarita. Was disgusted by the drinks, but at least companions were much better.


-YayA- screamed at papaya 00:56!

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Thursday, May 07, 2009


insomnia has came back to haunt me once again. previously it's obvious due to stress. but how about this time? i've already tried my best to relax. drank milk too, hopefully i can get some sound sleep. thought it was due to the weather, but even with the fan on while rain is pouring outside, i still cant sleep. just dont know what's wrong...

people has always been advising me not to waste time on some other people. i refused to heed the advice. went ahead and sacrified certain things for them. now, when my life is jeopardised, who are the real ones standing beside me, giving me the support that i want? so, i came to my senses that some people need no sympathy or my time for them. i am just wasting my life away...


-YayA- screamed at papaya 02:07!

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Saturday, May 02, 2009


near half a year without any entry. just felt like contributing one tonight...

been stressed up for the past few weeks, including today. can say it's work-related, but somehow it's also about friends. colleagues always envy me for having many friends, but how many of them are true ones? for the past few months, i came to realise that some friends are not worth spending time with, while some dont appreciate your time and efforts spent on them at all, and of course there are portions expect help from you and they will not lend their helping hands when you need one. so now, so what if i have many friends? how many real friends do i truly have? this took up the biggest portion to my troubles now.

supposed to go sakura for dinner earlier. thought we had a reservation but realised we were on the waiting list. waited for an hour, with many available seats in the restaurant yet staff exclaimed "full house", we finally changed to hei sushi instead. swore not to enter into sakura downtown ever. service sucks, everything sucks. wont even bother on trying out the food quality.

weather's been bad, but well, we'll be having air-con in our house soon. one in each room. mine should be using as part of a decoration in my room since the rate of me having my fan on a year is already that pathetic. with air-con, electricity bill definitely will give a rise. that could spell that i have to work doubly hard before mama nags on "money-not-enough" topic.

so many troubles, so many friends. who can be the real person that i can pour all my sorrows to?...


-YayA- screamed at papaya 01:30!

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008


i've been editing and editing. super uncertain on what to type. what method should i use so i can type out my thoughts, feelings. by using such method, will i be offending some people? as what some would say.. why should you bother about what others felt when this is your own blog? it's all about human nature.

went goldheart the other day. tried on the rings which i have actually settled with two of all. i even took photos so i can come home to hint on mama. eventually she agreed on getting one for me next jan. it could be treated as for my birthday, i thought. at the same time, the sense of guilt daunted on me. she indeed has honoured her promise to me that she will get me something every year till i get married. i could say out proudly that i received the pair of earrings with pride. this time, i am not. the contributions that i had made this year compared to last was miserable. it's really time to start afresh.

when i was left in sp alone, people used to ask me "is queengang still in one piece?". i always answer yes with pride. right now, if you were to ask me the same question, i wont know how to answer. should i answer yes, no, or dont know? why dont you people answer this in place of me? perhaps some would say, oh! must be because you all already grown up and has own work and life to take care of, that explains it all. but is it really so? when the dining table was pathetically filled up with just half a queengang, i realised how vulnerable women's friendship can be like, especially it's just a simple dinner that is all we want. can everything be the same as before, you might ask yourself. to me, it's a simple y-e-s. it's just a matter of choice, really.

behind those laughters and joy could be lying with some mishaps. should i be admitted to hospital, or under regular medication and doctor's attention, or commited suicide then will everything changes?


-YayA- screamed at papaya 16:46!

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Sunday, September 14, 2008


working life is really... ....

i've gained so much weight that when i was forced to stand on the weighing machine, i doubted the accuracy of it. after much verifications from different machines and from trying out those old jeans and shorts of mine, the reality struck me that it's time for a diet plan. bye bye to at least 10kg is the aim for year 2008. adeline is helpful enough to keep reminding me on gym/yoga sessions, especially when true yoga and planet fitness now become one family and we have 6 gyms + 2 yoga centres to work out on. the suntec planet fitness branch has a terrific scenery, same goes true yoga's raffles place branch.

though have told adeline on the sheding weights plan previously, the feast at money's house had crashed the plan thoroughly. well, everything just have to start all over again, after the consecutively two weight-gaining sessions (plus 5 therapy sessions - dvd watching).

awwwhhhh shannon's now enjoying life in europe while bank's on biz trip in england. how envy i am. looking forward to the 10th anniversary trip with bank which i have proposed to have it next jan. in this case, there wont have such big crowds at the island while i can still enjoy my chillout sessions there. a 5-day trip is what he had promised me and yes, total relaxing which we wont have to rush for anything! hoooorayyyy!!!! venue and date? tba lo~

while i have the intention of revamping my room, my mum have the same thought too. at least she'll be sponsoring so, i'll just have to come up with the idea on how i want my "new" room to be like. yipppppeeeeee!!!

managed to finish the episodes of part one's "hot shot" which starred jerry yan, show lo and chun wu. it was so hilarious that i nearly faint from laughing, especially at how lame show lo can be. jerry is so shuai in the show. argh!!!

happy mid-autumn festival!!!
been wanting to buy the durian snowskin moooncake from goodwood park but always sold out. got so fed-up that i gave up. turned to east ocean but the ones i wanted were sold out too! darn!!! in the end, i found out that my mum had received 4 boxes while my brother bought 2 boxes back home. so i save some bucks. just as i resigned to fate, my student's mum gave me a box of mooncake from.......... goodwood park hotel!!! wahahahas!!!! felt as if i tio 4D la~


-YayA- screamed at papaya 21:23!

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