* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Saturday, May 02, 2009

near half a year without any entry. just felt like contributing one tonight...

been stressed up for the past few weeks, including today. can say it's work-related, but somehow it's also about friends. colleagues always envy me for having many friends, but how many of them are true ones? for the past few months, i came to realise that some friends are not worth spending time with, while some dont appreciate your time and efforts spent on them at all, and of course there are portions expect help from you and they will not lend their helping hands when you need one. so now, so what if i have many friends? how many real friends do i truly have? this took up the biggest portion to my troubles now.

supposed to go sakura for dinner earlier. thought we had a reservation but realised we were on the waiting list. waited for an hour, with many available seats in the restaurant yet staff exclaimed "full house", we finally changed to hei sushi instead. swore not to enter into sakura downtown ever. service sucks, everything sucks. wont even bother on trying out the food quality.

weather's been bad, but well, we'll be having air-con in our house soon. one in each room. mine should be using as part of a decoration in my room since the rate of me having my fan on a year is already that pathetic. with air-con, electricity bill definitely will give a rise. that could spell that i have to work doubly hard before mama nags on "money-not-enough" topic.

so many troubles, so many friends. who can be the real person that i can pour all my sorrows to?...

-YayA- screamed at papaya 01:30!