sometimes, people do ponder, especially in the lonesome night under their blankets with wind blowing at their pathetic bodies on the bed...
how many times have the chilly night cause your tears rolling down your cheeks with heart aching when reflections occupy your whole mind and yet refuse to be blown away by the wind?
for how long, tell me, just how much longer would you need to be really awaken from the repeated tragical dreams of yours? or should i be just the one to be awaken from the beautiful dreams that i'd weaved for all of us?
teach me, guide me... on how would i then be able to make you understand thoroughly of all the things in front of you that we'd all witness together?...
would you know how many times i had cried for you in the night, with the heartfelt worries and angers for you? when would you appreciate these?
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finally consulted doctor for my pimples. this would mean another expense of mine that i'd to include in my monthly budget *sobsss* and to think i got myself into "deep trouble" by asking my mum to celebrate her birthday next month at hyatt hotel's straits kitchen. this caused me to end up paying for that! yes! to be exact, it's to pay for my whole family. hurrr.
-YayA- screamed at papaya 01:18!
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