* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

once again, i picked it up. played it with my long finger nails with 20% of remaining knowledge of the skill. depressed, yes i were. couldnt play for parts that i once so familiar with. stressed, yes i were, especially after the Financial Management exam paper (anything associated with accounting never fail to make my brain cells burnt). a huge pimple popped out at my jaws, indicating the level of stress that i had.
after several thoughts, i decided to... be more serious in my guitar practice. hmm.

it's a beautiful day today. yet, mishaps fell. picture tells it all.

sorry to disappoint you guys. me and him aint together at all. this picture is dedicated to whoever thinks we're having an affair or whatsoever. nothing to be afraid nor guilty of, for there's nothing between except friendship.

like this picture the best out of 3 that we took. reason: we're all saying "cheese"! muahahas!

sometimes, wonderings are all i do. why cant i just lead life peacefully? what's wrong with going out having supper at the same place? nothing's wrong. what's wrong with befriending the staffs at that same old supper place of yours? nothing's wrong. what's wrong with getting closer with the one that you'd befriended with? nothing's wrong.
but why is it so wrongful if the person you befriended and got close with is attached? cant attached persons have freedom in making friends of their own choice? was it a mistake that i befriended with him? or the problem just lie in other people surrounding us? or man and woman are meant not to be that close unless they're in some sort of intimate relationship?

maybe Mars and Venus just cant be that close together... haizzz

why cant we just have nice suppers out together, making friends of our own choices and not interfere with too many other things that are none of our businesses?....
why...?
why......?
why...........?

-YayA- screamed at papaya 04:56!