* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Sunday, March 12, 2006

miss my blog? wahahas!

shifted it to the land of bitches. but later on, i discovered that i dont belong to that land at all! the bitches there chased me out of the land and eventually, i'm back! =)

oh my oh~! who would give any darn to those bitches stuffs or whatsoever. i cant nor do i want to stop whatever point of perception that you have towards my characters and my styles, etc. i dont care at all, cause only true friends know my true self and truly understand me. they would never backstab me, call me names (except for fun), plot against me, etc. they would not judge me by appearance. things that they dont get it, they would sort it out with me. when they say "i love you", they mean it totally. no fakies, no worries. muahahas.

many big thanks to those who had brightened up my life with their intentions of pulling me down. maybe they simply prefer my saddening face, or perhaps my funeral plan is too attractive that they wanna attend it asap. whatever. i did think of jumping down the building for my reputation and all were ruined. i dont care if i dont have the ettiquette as a lady, or if i's thrown my face in front of others by making a shame out of myself on stage or what. but i would rather die than letting my reputation or fame tarnished. darn it.

thank god that i still have true friends who will always stand by me, no matter what happen. life is definitely better with them around. a piece of advice to you: when your good parents educate you about life, please do believe them 90%. the other 10% is for you to explore it yourself. i used to oppose to what my mum said about being selective with befriending. i told her: "even if they're rotten, i can still befriend them. cause they're still human and they're not born like that." oh no-no for now. i aint that silly now. mama i'd learnt my lesson~ for now, i'd only give it a darn to friends who are worthy of my time and efforts. my motto in life: love yourself before you could love others. so by doing that, i'll be more guarded with those fakies.

aiya lazy to blog le la. whatever. i'm still yayapapaya.

-YayA- screamed at papaya 15:41!