* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Monday, January 09, 2006

i hate making decisions... i grew to hate making decisions more and more... take the following for example: went on secret date with boon again last friday. turned to coffee club for supper after watching elizabeth town. took donkey years to decide on what we wanna eat. nearly went bonker. luckily i didnt though. funny thing happened there was, when we found a strand of hair in that plate of pasta that we're sharing, we made such a stupid yet loud comment on it (it's our usual silly action) that we took it for fun which the passed-by supervisor perceived it as a complaint. and there she goes with a 10% for our total bill. alright this aint funny. but the point is, i think that strand of hair is mine! lolx...

now i understand fully why words like "i dont wish to force anyone to come if they cant make it. it's fine with me whether they can come not" blah blah blah...

for one thing - it's tough to please everyone.

for another thing - why should i force myself to please everyone?

i hate it when there's no reply. you made me have such a huge growth in this hatred.

followings are the dates that i dated some friends of mine. if you're invited, please show up. if you cant make it on that day, please let me know too. dont keep me hanging, please. and i'd sms you people. if you didnt receive the sms, here's my apology. if not, reply me!!! (opps too aggresive)

wednesday, 11 jan: QUEENz gang, bros of QUEENz gang aka weeliang and joel, and yayin. (all replied me, except for one dao kia. anyway, i'm prepared for that dao kia's excuses of not being able to make it, so i told my mum there'll only be 6 friends coming.)

friday, 13 jan: people from peranakan place at dhoby ghaut's fish&co at 7:30pm. will be at peranakan place at 11:30pm till late for drinks.

saturday, 14 jan: andy tong, andy tan, jac, jixuan, jasmine, jialuan, tony, brandon, peirong and wen. (till date, only afew replied. come, i'll be happy. not coming, i understand cause it's a saturday.)

wanted to have a short meetout with boon, shannon, yao, lene and ade. but either they're sooooooo busy or handphones too high-tech(not like mine, still GD88) that they cant receive my sms or only 1 can make it, i dropped the idea.

still waiting for other friends to date me. maybe they think i should be the one dating them. but no. i wont date anyone for my birthday because i myself am already disgusted by my own's birthday every year.

i dont think this year's birthday will be different from the past ones. i'll try to kick this thinking away and look on the brighter side... hopefully.

-YayA- screamed at papaya 01:56!