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Friday, December 30, 2005


i'm sick and tired of persuading friends around me to quit smoking. yes i get great fuss over with smokers. i dont give a damn to what sort of reasons that they actually give to themselves for picking this lousy habit up. why would you want to waste so much money and time on something that will only harm your health? shoik? relieve stress? looks cool? too addicted to quit? blah blah blah... stop giving yourself excuses and just quit alright. i'm sorry to kick such a big fat fuss over this issue but i do have my own reasons for such which you wont really understand. okie fine i'm taking easy, at least i'll try to k. perhaps if you do smoke, just do it in front of me and not by telling me. i can handle better in seeing than listening for this issue. gosh...

nono, my day aint spoilt just like that. i'm still happy. mama's complaining about my working schedule again. hahahas. she's definitely surprised that no one in the house is excited of doing shoppings for chinese new year. it's just that the mood aint here yet la k. lolx.

we had a nice chat just now. laughed like a moron. luckily the manjong sound of my brother and friends covered that up. maybe... maybe next year's birthday will be a nice one. i dare not carry much hope on that, especially when it's friday the 13... dont tell me you'll try to be there. i need you to be there with me. i'm not depending on you. but i just need you, as my strength recharger for life. hear me not? I NEED YOU...


-YayA- screamed at papaya 03:30!


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