* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Friday, December 23, 2005

what's a blog for when you cant blog whatever you want...

i'm sick of asking myself such question. so what if i get to blog anything that i want? so what if i dont? makes no difference.

i'm getting sick of my life. everything of my life. i'm starting to fall in love in sleeping. 'cause that's the only time when i can escape from everything of reality and weave the kinda life i want to lead. i'm contented, for once. it's unreal, i know. but it gives me the wonder of feeling. call me mad, call me depress. i care for nuts. i'm beginning to enjoy my sensitive tear glands. initially thought that i might be suffering from depression when my tears flow easily, no matter what. as for now, who cares? at least i'll get to die in peace in that manner.

i cant stop laughing at silly things. silly=funny. that's the reason why i cant stop laughing at myself and my life. are you serious that this is the kinda life that i should be leading?

alicia is funny. i know her barely for 1minute and she's talking to me like we'd known for weeks. even offered me sweets. her way of talking is so funny (but not silly 'cause silly not equal to funny). she rocks.

tricia's brightened up my day. she's really cute when she's extremely hungry. she's ever cuter after she's being fed. nono, dont think so far. she's a human. a nice lady. and yes, at least she made me think that i hadnt waste another day of mine just by sleeping and working. she rocks too.

working with the old staffs like siva and mariani is definitely like heaven.

teddy bear has became more handsome now. he's transformed, from a beng to a bear and now, a young handsome lad. so happy for him. can attract more girls more wo. and no, not gays! dont be like somebody else who attracted so many gays recently. *puke*

pauline's been asking for my birthday wishes nowadays. guess what?! i'm exposing now. here. right here. i... want... the contact of the best chinese restaurant that serves best dim sum and the contact of company that provides conveyor belt like those japanese restaurant. let me know instantly of any news of these k. thanks lots ^-^

-YayA- screamed at papaya 02:13!