* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

yes! you aint seeing things! yaya's back! functioning well and i swore that i hadnt got lost in the jungle! (think for manda is fell asleep in the jungle)

like i always mention to the rest: "yaya is not always papaya de k!"

well... of course yaya is always not papaya... been hearing people saying "yaya papaya" these few days. the meaning was like... yucks! spoiling my reputation. KNS. i aint referring to jas' MR. Kns here. so, dont misunderstand.

anyway, the reasons of me blogging back, will not be revealed to you -blahz-

awww~! like what big john told me on monday; time flies fast. that's definitely true! few more months to my 19th birthday, can you even imagine that? okay, that was next year i know, but i'm really sick of time pasting so fast with me here doing nothing much. WTH. but but but... i was real touched of what kat and liwei said to me. we were talking about birthday celebrations few weeks back. in my memories, i never remember celebrating my birthday on my actual birthday. with no one, yes, that's it. seems to be a curse, but well... guess you guys must be saying "silly!" or "siao!" at this moment. but it's the fact that i'm stating right here, now. every year, things will cropped up and i'll ended up spending yet another normal day like other days. next year, it gonna be "friday 13th". but still, kat and liwei assured me that they gotta book me on that day and make sure that there aint such curse existing. how sweet it is. but what if same old thing happens again? and gotta warn you seriously: friday 13th, if it falls on my birthday, i'll experience bad situation, for sure. we shall see.

*yawns* sorry for typing such a long rubbish on my return. sounds like "return of yaya" lolx. lame.

just registered for GEMS. the system was so farking slow and disturbing. i was on the verge of emo-explosion, 'cause like many others, i've got 2 modules required to register. so, the time-consuming case will only affect us of "snatching" the modules that we want. even though this is an extra ones, but it still gonna affect my school life afterall. NO~!!! so, i called up the GEMS service hotline. yes, it's really hotline. everyone, or rather only one person, is too busy in picking up my call. so i called the second time... aRgh!!! dont wanna talk about it le la! ask fish if you wanna know. ass. (no wonder fish loves her "assman" so much)

that day, i was real fed-up. aint kidding here. people out there keep trying to ask me do things that's against my own wish. for instance, taking of initiative, especially when i dont i should be the one doing that. fark. seriously fark. call me stubborn or arrogance, or whatever you want. up to you. i simply love this character of mine. this is from the genes and it's a gift from my dad. i lost part of my characters and all few months back. searching them back currently, for i love myself for who i am.

the time between this blog and the previous one is so long that so many things had happened. dont worry, things will be clarified in the future posts. owwh craps.. sianz le..

to da zhu: be brave in facing your true feelings. nothing to fear of, for you live only once in this life.

to lene: when will there be a day when your blog entries are about us? i beg for just one, a sincere one is good enough...

i'm tired, so tired of living...

-YayA- screamed at papaya 14:08!