* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Friday, April 01, 2005

complaints received about my fonts. got it!

hmm drinking yakult again. after so many donkey years then i reaslised that no other flavour can beat the original de ^-^ mum bought this new product today - HL banana milk. kinda funny, i know. guess eating banana and drinking milk separately is the best still.

spent yet another night at joyce's house last night. tried to get wen out to meet but to no avail. queenz were all excited to meet him initially, since he's nearby anyway. they wanna see how he looks like, so as to have some mental preparation before meeting jie weeks later. but hahas. dont know why but it all ended like as if i'm a despo or what. but i'm not. and the excitement on meeting ups dead off for some reasons.

dont worry queenz... you all will be able to see wen in biz block soon. but as for his "twin brother", hahas doubt you'll have the chance to see him, ever. i apologise for
that hahas...

met up with jac, kor and jixuan today. got jixuan to join me in the malaysia trip on 18th. knew she'll agree. of course, who wont, with these great deals?! ;) went to watch spongebob for the second time with them. patrick's real damn cutie in the show! starting to fall in love with him! no wonder he's spongy's bestest friend of all!

reminded me that: yaya loves spongy more. bank loves patrick more. so... yaya's spongy and bank's patrick, will be bestest buddy in the whole universe!!! wahahas~

i WILL get spongy soundtrack, real soon!

(i wanna work in FOSSIL! cant imagine myself working in own's favourite brand shoppy heez)

jixuan suggested to go camping after malaysia. thought it's an incredibly great idea! 3days 2 nights out i think. with no disturbance from the real world out there~ yeah man! we were wanting to get this pair of slippers together and wear to malaysia, but drop the idea since it's not worthly the price. ooo found out that we've got rather the same good taste wor! great minds really think alike hahahas!!!

to money: i'm sorry, really very sorry, to have accept that stupid virus at that time. will try to help ya get rid of it soon k? let's concentrate more on exam first ba heez... i really dont wish to see you forward any modules and/or go MDIS. i meant it.

to jas: i warned you about the naval piercing before, didnt i? forget it if i dont. anyways, you'll be fine, with yaya around. be not silly and dont think so much, cause the one up there still want you to be on earth. so fret not! all things will happen when it follows...

to manda: did yaya ever mention you having depression? so what if i do? so what if i dont? i care least, just the same attitude as you care about us and all. i'm tired, i'm really tired le. after trying so many ways on you, guess i should just give it all up. but i dont wish to. cause i still love you this friend of mine.

"actions speak louder than words"

show it all out. prove it all to us! convince us totally with your actions. you can never ever imagine how much it hurts when i see you in this current state. it really break my heart...

"enough is enough"

this is what you always tell yaya. so, is it enough this time round? can we quit it all off and let everything back to normal? are you ready for that? i'd really still love to have the mintball from fc3 with you again... will you?

i felt so cheap in me. i know i'm priceless, but i felt so cheap nowadays. why do i have to make myself appear to be like a begger, going around to beg people to listen to my so-called "advices"; to listen to my worries and thoughts; to be back to themselves; to have gatherings when their schedule's not consisting of me; to do me a favour; to go on a holiday with me; to... to... to...

dont ask me to change if you dont like my changes eventually... i love myself. i dont need to change for any sake. i'm this stubborn. accept or reject. i'd left myself in another world. got lost.

return me the original yaya please, would you?...

call me "bitchy-slut" or "slutty-bitch", in any way you prefer. cause i'm proved to be that cheap.

-YayA- screamed at papaya 23:55!