* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Saturday, April 02, 2005

another saturday at home. trying to get myself study MOB. tried and fell asleep halfway hahas. my brain's not meant for memorising, really. or perhaps i should put it in another way: i'm not cut for studying or be a manager. shouldnt i just make the choice of going lasalle with jac in the very first place impulsively? will performing arts a better choice for me? the answer is NO! hahas just trying to type craps.

i dont know if it's my way of typing a misleading one or indirectional kind. just got back from jas blog. guess i shouldnt have type what i did last night. guess i shouldnt have type almost everything of my life. i'm sorry if i dont cause misunderstandings and stuffs in my blog. i dont know how to describe my aftermath feelings of reading jas blog. all i can say is, i'm sorry wen.

why are things always turning out to be the other way round?

how i wish jas is just being irritated by the cdc and dont really meant about the latter part of that post. it's a dream... it's a dream... it's definitely just a dream... it'll be fine after i wake up.

for the past few weeks, wen and jie topped in my external moral supports chart. when i'm down, they'll try to pull me up. when i'm up, they'll be shared a piece of my happiness. (though always suan me) they showered me with so much care and concern that i never dare ask for. i'm touched for what they did for me as a friend. really. thank you sooo much guys! ^-^

i really dont wish to see my loved ones not on any good terms. i dont wish there'll be grudges between/among them. my heart's stuffed with too much fat deposits le, so it's gotta be a bti tough to break it again =P *alright aint funny, i know*

aRgh! tomorrow cant attend william's new shoppy opening ceremony! cause it's qing ming jie le! hmPh!~

yeah!!! just received jialuan's message! she's jio-ing people to go MAYDAY + li sheng jie gig on 9th april! oooh it'll meant my monster's gonna be here soon! oh my! high on adrenline le la! *shy* gonna pia my accounts (on 11/04) real hard before sneaking to their gig! wahahahas~!!!

-YayA- screamed at papaya 22:39!