* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Sunday, April 03, 2005

thought my house here gotta have geitai again. *whew* turned out to be teochew opera and a temple's dinner. trembled my eardrums just now for few hours. but acted cool cause mum said "you must be able to study in any environment. no excuse." fine. no excuse given. with all the encouragements from my friends, i managed to make myself think that studying is wonderful again hahas. crap. anyways gotta faint soon cause i'd guessed correctly of what's important to study and what's not. yeah! can have shortcuts le =P

oooh seemed like denis (money's ex-boyfriend) and jas are not a very intense term right now. (always been ba, just that now worsen le) i should be raging with anger right now too, for two reasons - one, denis insulted my jas. two, denis insulted me too. but i felt nothing. anyways, who cares?! so, jas, dont waste so much reflex actions of your body on him k? ;)

dont know what's happening to my internal body. kidneys' hurting today, yet again. have bad habits on toilet visiting. it's always manda who asks me for toilet trip. so guess when without her, i wont do it unless i remember. missed the health check-up today. fate. maybe the one up there doesnt want me to know the results so early ba. got just heartache days before. but it spreaded and chests started to hurt too. maybe i'll die younger than you, jas ^-^

was blurred by this news. the death of Pope John Paul II. it seemed worldly-known. i know he's well-respected and loved by many from all around the world. never mind, doesnt matter. just wish he's getting better in the other part of the world. *amen*

not gotta blog for 3 days... as a way of being apologetic to wen of the previous happenings...

-YayA- screamed at papaya 23:56!