* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Thursday, March 03, 2005

finally! today's the first time of the past one month that i reached home early! soooo excited hahas. i reached at around 4pm today hor. great achievement attained! ^-^

today slept through lessons, as usual. i think i'm already superb when i'm able to drag myself to school. i cant even open my eyes while walking towards the LRT station hahas. all day long, there's only one thing on my mind - GO HOME AND SLEEP!!! =p so sorry jasmine! think i neglected you a bit for that. i seemed not concerning enough when you feeling bad just now. hope you wont mind much heez...

wow my tiredness kept accumulating, especially after last night's clubbing. last night went with money, jasmine, joyce, weiliang and byran. jackie latter joined us, but gave a farking attitude. disgusted. dont know what joyce likes in him man! *angry*

last night was having more fun than last week, at least to me (dont argh me huh, money~!). maybe because more people are there and more people got drank hahas. jasmine was more drank than last week that she kept vomitting. joyce got "high" after just 2 glasses of vodka lime hahas. weiliang was like sober -> drank -> sober -> drank -> sober. they got so high that they were dancing madly and entertaining me and money like mad. we took LOTS of photos and guess what? there's alot like as if jasmine+weiliang joyce+bryan "making" love there hahas. of course, with yaya around, nothing is impossible, not to mention taking of such photos without them knowingly lolx.

poor bimbo money. she's so silly. dumb should i say. those bastards had already dumped her heartlessly and she herself already proclaimed them as bastards too, but just why cant she wake up and realise her mistakes? i'm always vomitting when she dont get it why we're scolding her. PLEASE WAKE UP MONEY!!!

hahahas today me, weiliang and jasmine most steady de wor~! we went lessons as normal sia! think jasmine is the more steady one. she's the most drank one and even got to wake up earlier for her duty. yet we tolerated through all lessons of today's. not like money and joyce hahas~

we were all so pissed off by elvin! as promised, he's joining us to club last night, supposingly. but what the?! he stood us up in the end! and it's so last minute. "i'm meeting my friend." was his excuse. hahas. dont give me this kind of shit, please. you should've known that once you promised to go with a group of friends, you SHOULDN'T have promise another one already. full of shit, just like what jasmine always says. adding on to the fuel, he claimed that he didnt promised, he simply said "ok". fark. isnt that promise le? never mind, i'm stupid, that's why i dont get what you said yeah~ it's ok if you back out at the last hour, but no shit excuses please. it really pissed us off. to think to have let us bumped into you on your date (somemore is with a girl alone), this simply implies that his friends are more important and we're nothing, nothing at all. luckily you aint with jasmine now, or it'll just add on to the list of bad boyfriends of QUEENZ! >_<"

orr yar! joel was sooooooo worked up today! he's so farted up with veronica. he failed his stats very badly and veronica kept showering her "care and concern" to him by kept asking him "do you understand, joel? " and sometimes will add some pepper and salt onto him la hahas. then after that he showed her attitude that she ended up asking jasmine is joel angry with her. asking for obvious, neh. but i think she's good, just that too much of goodness will cause irritation le ba.

and yar! joyce... last night you were at jackie's house. did ya get rape by this beast?

sometimes just cant understand why girls are so stupid to let guys play around them. you were the ones who called them bastards, jerks and stuffs, yet you are also the ones who let them got worse, and get back to them to allow them to hurt you again... haiz~ perhaps only my friends are this dumb. dumbblonde yeah?! wake up wake up! concentrate concentrate!

yesterday went for my appointment at Singapore General Hospital (SGH). i think mine is incurable le. the doctor said i've got very fine hair grown naturally around that area which will cause infection everytime the hair got in to the skin. so it means even if i go for operation to remove the infected areas, it might still happen again. so, tell me why should i go for the operation and let myself suffer the pain aftermath, then suffer emotionally of having the need of keep worrying when the infection will begin again?... i cant stop but to hate my body... =,(

bank claimed that he's got a surprise for me. i dare not pin too much hope on it cause he's a regular of SSO club - Say Say Only. but just what's that? he knows i cant take surprises (but i love to give people surprises hahas) cause i hate the feeling of awaiting for something, yet he did this on purpose, just to wanting to see me waiting for his surprise anxiously. evil!!! =X bank... please come to singapore quick! seriously need you here to watch spongebob squarepants movie (14 more days!!!) with me to share the joy and excitement!!! and i miss you so...

-YayA- screamed at papaya 22:43!