* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

today's such a cooling day~ love it when i go work. whatever things happened out there, it'll be none of my business at all. as if being confined to just the world of music. nice~ chris ar you! made me so worried this morning! "be careful when you're wearing your uniform and not do silly things har!" the way she said made it sounded so horrifying. nearly stressed me out. so it was only because something bad happened two days ago about staff from MJ did something bad. she's sacked instantly without a chance given. this is bad. cause she's my friend! but i dont know what happened. tony and chris made it sooooo secrective, as if like a top secret. fine, will know one day soon de.

received william's message today. thought was queenz' bro. but no la. it's my friend. his invitation to his opening ceremony of his shop. anyone received the sms too? wanna go together?

i know i know. i know you are freakly worried about me, mum. i know i'm being stubborn this time round again. but please dont stress me out this time, or i cant take it. i know you want me to score well and try to get into University. i want to and i hope to. never dare to tell you my dream is to get in SMU, cause i'm afraid i might disappoint you. i will try not to forget why i chose this course initially and my strives. thanks for reminding me once again. even if i were to go through the exam week with tears and sweat, i will definitely make it through and try to get As for you k? this is my promise to you...

i slapped myself hard. real hard. to make myself more awake... to make myself come back to reality... to make myself remember what my promises again... to make myself... to make myself... to make myself...........

-YayA- screamed at papaya 23:37!