* what's past are forever left behind as memories somewhere in my heart...

Monday, March 28, 2005

just remembered this incident happened few days ago... last friday i think...

mum was super duper angry after she hung up the phone call. ah ma was here that night too. i found out that it was merely because of my fan. lolx. all i wanted was to make a small change in my room - throw away the fan and light, change to a combi of both on the ceiling. this aroused the fued in my family. hahahas.

they argued over the installation. childish. father side want mum to let xiang do it. but mum dont trust him, claiming he's an ex-jailbird and never learn that skill de. the main thing is just that, mum afraid he's not skilled enough and he charged at a higher rate than the uncle who usually do for us de. she said this is electricity thingy, so no joke. so they were saying, no installation, no delivering. mum was like "wth". but she's stubborn. so she acted cool and said "never mind!" in the end got it at $130 but dont know when it'll arrives.

i care nothing much than the design of the fannie!!! so scare that they'll choose the old-fashioned and ugly type! *EEE* scary wor~!

this arguement actually blown up the past too. mum always connects it far de la hahas. she told me an ultimate secret (actually not really a secret la). so, there aint just three girls in my father side. there's another one who's older than me by a month. tong ren bu tong ming. mum said we were treated differently. they all were super concerned about that girl. gu ma even cooked and took great care of her at that time. mum felt unfair cause she's staying with us that time, yet did not give us the same treatment. but later she was sold to someone else cause her mum couldnt afford this third child. sad case.

haiz there's really alot of things happened in the past. till now also got. thought after dad's gone, they'll get better. but... hahahas. was it my fault? if i dont enter this world, will it be more peaceful for them?

sometimes life is just that unfair...

-YayA- screamed at papaya 23:51!